First off, I’m alive. This month has been interesting, complicated and with an unexpected surgery.

In the beginning of the month I was very busy having lots of sex, then came this lull and recuperating from being cut again.

I wish I had something sexy to write about but my filthy muse just has not surfaced in a while.

I will say this; I go through these little sexual phases. Lately it has been this focus on my nipples. I always want his mouth and hands on my breasts. I can’t get enough nipple stimulation. It makes me very wet and near orgasm. The build up with his hands busy makes my cunt ache for attention so badly, that by the time his hand makes its way down I am drenched.

Another thing with my lack of sex lately makes me really miss a cock in my mouth. I supposed I have an oral fixation and I enjoy my mouth to be used a lot. I miss gagging on the length of his cock. I miss hearing the sounds he makes as I suck his cock.

I’m grumpy.

I miss sex.

I won’t even think about the two weekends I have to go without sex after this weekend.

Let’s not think that far into the future.

Let me set the scene…

I am currently at a salon and sexting with Jon. He is out with his friends. This is our text messages back and forth:

Jon: I can’t wait to put my lips to your ear…

Me: Feel free to say very filthy things to me.

Jon: Yessssss… like how I love watching my cock slide between your lips… and how deliciously tight your asshole feels…

Me: I like that you watch. Do you watch your cock go in and out my other holes?

Jon: Always. I love watching my cock stretch your holes.

Me: Mmmm. I love that. I almost told you last weekend to just look at my pussy from behind. You would stretch it open and I love that right before you push your cock in. God, I’m wet now.

Jon: No orgasms, now. Your orgasm is mine for now, for me to give back to you tomorrow.

Me: Fuck, I’m horny right now.

Jon: I’d fuck you right there, in the middle of the salon, if I were there.

Me: This will be a tough set of hours to get through. I’m squirming. Ok she is going to wash my hair and all that crap.

Jon: No orgasms for you! I’m saving it for tomorrow, too.

Me: I like giving you boners. Makes me feel like I’m doing something right.

Jon: You give me a boner just from kissing you…

Me: I am sure other girls have done that before.

Jon: Doesn’t matter… when I’m with you, it’s all about you…

Me: That’s sweet. At least you know how to sweet-talk a girl.

Jon: I like to think I have a talented tongue…

Me: Yes. Why do think I always want your mouth on me? Yeah. You made me wet.

Jon: Good. I love how wet you get, I love sinking into you, feeling your warmth around me…

Me: Me too.

Jon: Wish I were fingering you and kissing you right now…

Me: Me too and very much.

Jon: By this time tomorrow, we might already be on our second fucking…

Me: Yes. Yes. I want lots of filthy sex. I would totally suck your cock under the table now.

Jon: I dunno, the restaurant is pretty crowded…

Me: Don’t care.

Jon: That’s pretty fucking hot. I want you to straddle me on the futon again…

Me: Oh…that HAS to happen again. So that means more porn.

Jon: More porn… I suppose, if you insist.

Me: Such a hard life you lead.

Jon: I’m pretty hard right now.

Me: That’s what I wanted to achieve. Seriously I would be stroking your cock if it was hard. I like to see what I can get away with in public.

Jon: If you were here now, we’d be leaving about now to get home as fast as possible…

Me: Mmmmm. I like that too. Would you let me stick my hand in your pants to stroke you on the way home?

Jon: Yes… I would let you open my pants and take it out, even.

Me: I love looking at your cock and watching you masturbate. It’s so hot to me.

Jon: I love rubbing it for you… it turns me on when you watch me.

Me: You really have a lovely cock. It’s pretty fucking nice. And big. And it fucks me magically to where I can come over and over.

Jon: I’m telling you, except for the haircut, we aren’t leaving the house. Unless it’s for food or something *really* important. I want to come in your mouth so bad right now.

Me: You fuck me till your dick won’t function and then you can use your finger till they are numb and then there’s the eleven. I seriously want you to jack off into my mouth. Like me on my knees with my mouth gaping open. With you watching the whole time.

Jon: I like jacking off with your lips around the tip.

Me: Jacking it into my mouth. Fuck, I’m so horny.

Jon: No orgasms. I want you on a hair-trigger tomorrow…

Me: I will be. Trust me.

Jon: Getting up to leave the restaurant now… wonder if anyone will notice my RAGING FUCKING HARD-ON…

Me: My nipples are hard.

Jon: I want to bite your nipples, and flick my tongue across them…

Me: I love when you do that.

Jon: I know.

Me: I like when you give my tits attention. My nipples can make me come.

Jon: Just about everything can make you come .

Me: I know.

Jon: I never get tired of getting you off. My hand might get tired or sore, but my brain never tires of seeing you come…

Me: Mmmm. I like that. I wish you could come as much as I do.

Jon: I’d die of dehydration if I came as much as you do. There would be no fluid of any type left in my body.

Me: I had to change my panties. They were spotted with wetness.

Jon: I want to taste your wetness… I want my face to be covered in it…

Me: I like when you go down on me and then kiss me so I can lick my pussy from your chin.

Jon: I’ve wondered how you felt about me kissing you right after… now I know.

Me: It really makes me ache for another girl.

Jon: Mmmm… I could make with you while she eats you, then you could make out with her afterwards…

Me: Fuck. Yes. God I want a threesome with you.

Jon: Multiple threesomes. Battery below 10%… all this texting is draining it.

Me: And me.

Jon: Going to bed soon… as soon as I finish collecting pics of hotness to email you.

Me: Ok. Goodnight. I need to sleep too. I’m glad we texted. Xoxo.

Jon: You’ll be getting links to hotness from me soon . Then I’ll sleep…

I hope you enjoyed a little peek into my life. Sorry for being so quiet but I have been very busy, but also busy fucking.

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Something is in the air. It could be spring. It could be a phase. It could be the girl that Jon is dating. But he and I have blossomed into something that I can’t seem to explain and he and I have been racking our brains over it for days now. We decided to enjoy “this”.

This past weekend was such a blur of raunchy acts that I could not formulate a proper story. So instead I will give you 8mm flashes of the filthy sex we engaged in this past weekend.

Cue the black and white film with scratches because I bought it that way so I could be like the other artsy kids…

– 5, 4, 3, 2, 1…

It all started Thursday afternoon when he specifically instructed me in an email that I could not have an orgasm till Friday with him. I usually can go several days without an orgasm if I am busy but tell me I can’t come and then I am fixated on this sudden denial. I was on edge all evening. He also made a note that I was to drive down to his place from my work place with my Njoy Large Plug pushed in my ass because he was going to have all three holes in one sitting.

– cigarette burn

Friday I read emails from him as described how he couldn’t wait to come in my ass and I could feel myself wetting my panties. This day was taking forever to end and I still had a long drive ahead of me.

– cigarette burn

The drive down made me very aware of a stainless steel plug was nestled in my ass. Every bump, every lane change and every clench made me think of him and his cock pushing its way inside me.

– cigarette burn

He grabbed my head and shoved his cock in my mouth. He looked down at me as I pushed his cock into my throat. One of his hands in my hair and the other in my cunt. His hand then pushed my mouth to his balls as I sucked and licked.

– cigarette burn

His cock dipped into my cunt, “that is only to get it wet”. He pulled the plug out causing me to come and slowly pushed is cock into my ass. I am lost in the mix of pain and pleasure. “Your cock is so big,” I blurt out into the mattress.
– cigarette burn

“Do you want my fingers in you?” He asked against my lips.

“Yess,” I moaned.

“Do you want three?”

“Yess…”

“You want three?”

“Yess,” I beg.

He pushed three fingers inside me. He pushed. He pushed and I writhed against him.

“Come for me,” he groaned.

My body shuddered and while there was usually fluids spurting from his usual two-finger invasion it was all bottled up till he slowly pulled his hand away and brought it to my mouth as I sucked my own juices from his three fingers.

– cigarette burn

We were watching porn. I get up to use the restroom and come back to straddle him on the couch. We made out with my grinding my panty-covered cunt against his leg. I felt his hard on in his pants and I wanted him to fuck me right there.

He broke from our kissing, “Bed. Now.”

– cigarette burn

“I want you to wet these,” he pushed two fingers into my mouth. I sucked his fingers like a cock running my tongue around.

His hand slipped into my panties and slid into my cunt. I came instantly.

– cigarette burn

That is all I can remember for now. If Jon reminds me of more I may do a Part Two. So much happened that I could not keep it all straight.

Roll Credits….

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It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

It wasn’t supposed to last this long.

It wasn’t supposed to be so addicting.

Almost four years have passed since I first walked through his door a jumble of nerves. I hadn’t been with another man since Tim and I didn’t know what to expect. I did know one thing and that was I was going to fuck this near complete stranger. We talked for a while, well, he talked for a while and when my body decided to stop trembling I grabbed his hand and we walked to his bedroom.

We kissed.

We barely undressed.

We frantically fucked.

After 3 ½ years I never grow tired or bored of our sex life. It has only gotten better over the years and honestly; I can’t get enough of him. It is to the point that I have told him several times that I wish I could clone him a few times. He always tells me it’s so I could have all my holes filled at once and sure that’s not a bad idea at all. But mainly, so I can have him fuck me at every glance or inkling that I have. I demand a lot from him during our limited time together. I know he needs to rest but I can’t lie still when we sleep at night because the only thing running through my mind is the sex I want with him.

Jon is a gentleman and it takes some pushing on my part to bring out the animal in him. I crave pain and he is always afraid of possibly going too far. So, if I had to make a request it would be for him to be more sadistic with me but I’m not complaining. He does his best to oblige and I know I am not forcing him to do something he doesn’t want to do because his cock doesn’t lie.

When I look back to our first meeting and think that it was supposed to just be a one-time occurrence. Yet, years later I am still a junkie for our sex. He has set the bar high but that doesn’t mean I won’t have future lovers. That’s the nice thing about open relationships is the possibility to spreading the lust around.

It’s an addiction I don’t mind having.

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This story comes with a little history lesson about me so I will get that out of away so it will flow properly.

I love being on top. I come intensely when I am riding a cock. There is a slight problem with me in this position…I can get very violent and I have punched my own husband in the face Californication style, except I punch better and harder than that girl on the show. I loosened Clark’s tooth and he just loves telling people how he may lose his tooth due to a punch in the face from his loving better half. I guess he’s proud that his wife can throw a punch and in the heat of passion.

Jon knows about this little incident so we both agreed a very long time ago that I would stay off of him since he is not into pain at all. Yes, I scratch and bite him up but I can’t control myself but at least we can keep a punch in the face from happening.

He was napping after our regular morning sex. I had only slept for a few minutes. It was his birthday and I wanted to wake him up with my mouth wrapped around his cock. I slid down the bed and pushed his cock in my mouth. I could tell he was awake and not really in a deep sleep. I moved between his thighs and proceeded to give him the raunchiest blowjob and I went above beyond the rules I wrote about. I suppose there could be a part 2 to “properly sucking a cock”. I could feel him about to come but it would subside. This happened several times and there are times when he just can’t come in the morning. However my sucking caused his cock to be very engorged and rather huge. All I could think about was stuffing his cock inside me. Then my mind flashed to that moment of sinking my cunt down on his cock. I started to tremble. I wanted to fuck him.

There was a moment of hesitation. I sat up and pushed up to his face and kissed him. He seemed alarmed by my out of behavior action. After I kissed him I sat up looking down at him, “Fuck me” I said with my hand wrapped around his cock.

I could tell he was tired, “Ok,” he whispered but I just sat there looking at him and he didn’t move. My body started to shake at the thought of riding him. Those few seconds of deciding on what to do, felt like an eternity. I pushed my leg across him and slid his cock in me in one motion. We both gasped at the same time and my nails immediately dug into his shoulders. I kept telling myself, “Don’t you fucking punch him, don’t fucking punch him!” as I pulled up and down on his cock. My body was already on edge at the thought of fucking him and I was teetering on an orgasm. His hands grabbed my hands from clawing at his flesh and I was lost as I fucked him slow and steady. I pulled upright and bent backwards trying to keep from falling off him. As I kept a pace, his cock kept hitting my g-spot and feeling this full length in me caused an eruption. Before I could react violently, I collapsed from him and writhed on the bed in the most intense orgasm I have had in a while.

While I was completely lost in twisting with my orgasm, he had gotten up and pushed himself between my legs. When I started to come down, he pushed his cock inside and I near screamed. My cunt clenched around him from my post orgasm contractions and this just sent more electric shocks through my body. Every thrust felt like a lash of lust. My body was in one long tremor. It didn’t take him long before I heard him groan and come inside me.

I guarantee you, I will be doing that again.

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