something is not quite right.
something is off.
something is missing…
i am starting to realize more and more how much i miss a great voice in my ear making me come. i used to have that and it was in abundance. i didn’t even have to touch myself and i would orgasm. now it’s null.
i was watching The Reader tonight and getting stirred up from the movie. you are thinking it’s the sex i am getting hot over but it’s not that. it was watching the boy actor reflecting on his afternoon at the dinner table in front of his family. watching his face react and snap as his younger sister eyed him in suspicion. it was the scenes when he was reading out loud or speaking in latin. it’s those moments that strike me.
when i watched Sweeney Todd a million times it wasn’t just for the slashing of the throats or the singing. it was watching Sweeney Todd sing to his shiny, silver razor blades with such love and admiration. watching the judge’s fingertips glide on the old spines of the books in his library. that scene triggered me being in used book stores and the smells of the books and the intimacy of being surrounded by words.
it’s the mental that leads to the physical and some guys don’t get that with us women. we want to be mentally fucked before you even lay hands on us. you want better sex? you want her to swallow? you want to stick your cock in her ass? you have to get her HOT and she will bow to your every whim. it’s true and i’ll be the first or second to admit it.
i am a slave to a mindfuck. so the next time you are seducing the female sex, use that top brain before you dare use the other brain.
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