Filed under: Grace
as a woman i think it is really pathetic that the only problem that i have in my current relationship is the lack of sex.
i am not a dog.
i am not vanilla.
i am not a housewife.
i am not boring.
i am not lazy.
i am utterly frustrated. when i discuss the matter, well…i am being selfish or our schedules are off. damn, i just don’t get it. i would think this would not be a problem from a man’s point of view. god forbid if i making fucking a chore. yes, that is right, i like to fuck. i don’t make love or listen to birds chirp off in a distance or have sappy love music droning in the background. i am a dark, twisted, deviant, evil 30 year old who has peaked sexually and needs her itch scratched. honestly, is that too much to ask?
so this behavior from him leaves me rejected, angry, pissed, unwanted, nagging and most of all…unsatisfied.
not that i would consider a divorce over the matter, but i would find it amusing to tell my lawyer…well he did not want to have sex with me.
my conclusion…if he is not going to step up and take care of my needs. well, i am going to go elsewhere. because, i will be damned if i sit around and get in a panic over the lack of sex in my life. i have discussed it, demanded it, and asked for it too many times with him. it is just not sinking in.
guys…if you care to shed some light on this matter that i am just not seeing, please by all means enlighten me. because i can not think straight since i have not been fucked since sunday night.
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