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sucking cock
Tuesday May 29th 2007, 3:48 pm
Filed under: Oral

someone dear had asked me about my fixation about sucking cock. i thought i would try to explain it on here.

i think a lot of the fixation is due to the fact that E just does not find joy in a blow job. it is not that i am terrible at it or anything, he is just a strange creature. i think naturally we as creatures tend to get fixated on what we can not have or do. in my case sexual normalcy seems to be arousing to my senses. as much as he enjoys getting me off as i moan, scream, curse and hiss. i feel that i do not get that same interaction with him. he hardly makes a noise at times unless i really get him in a primal state. i like to know that i am doing a good job or know that i am getting him off. for once i want to hear a man grunt, moan and tell me he feels good. this is why i love hearing a man cum and always orgasm to the sound.

which is why i come back to sucking cock. that particular act is different because i have his arousal at my disposal. the focus is on me pleasuring him with my mouth and hands. he has to let it happen and watch me please him. i don’t care if his hands grab the back of my head or he starts to spew filth into the air. i will gladly swallow his cum. the point is, for those few minutes it is about him and his pleasure. why can’t he just let me do that?


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I completely understand. #2 is silent when we fuck, and it kills me. As much as he may say he loves it and as much as he comes, I want to hear it. I want that immediate reenforcement. The only time I get any kind of sound out of him is when I’m sucking his dick. Then I might get a change in breathing. I wish he would let you do that too.

Comment by Chris 05.29.07 @ 8:23 pm

Most men that I’ve been with have been relatively quiet…compared to me anyway. But none of them turned away a good cock sucking session. Fascinating.

Comment by Cha0sByDesign 05.30.07 @ 1:28 pm


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