Filed under: Masturbation
i really need to stop watching so much porn. that seems to be my nightly thing during this long and shitty week. i imagine i would be in a much more fowl mood had i not ended the painful days with a few orgasms. i used to be able to watch porn, become aroused and get wet but hold off on the urgent need to get off. i am not sure what kind of monster i am becoming. because i have this new fond obsession with masturbation i have been looking at toys that i really would love to add to my collection: stainless steel threaded love wand in a 1inch of course and the pure plug 2.0.
i opened up my chat application this evening to see one line from D, “want to molest you little girl.” that made me smile and squirm at the same time as my thoughts rush to him pushing as many fingers as he can shove up inside of me. i enjoy him being filthy with me and encourage the taboo words that come from his mind. i wonder how far he and i can take it. i hope it is to the point that the deviants i know would turn away from such an exchange.
next friday will mark the second year of me blogging. since i really don’t want to reflect right now, i did want to see if any fellow exhibitionist readers or bloggers out there wanted to submit a photo that represents “2”. i will pick the photo(s) to go along with my “2 years of blogging” post. you will get credit of course unless you want to remain anonymous. if you submit a photo please let me know how you do or do not want to be credited for your efforts. i will take it upon myself to alter, crop or enhance any photos i see fit.
yes, i am still having sex, phone sex and everything else in between. i just try hard not to sound like a broken record on here. so, if it is worthy of writing about, well then i write about it. i have a feeling once this dreadful training is over with and i cut my running down i will have more free time and energy. till then, hang in there and bear with me. it is down to mere weeks now and i am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
Edit: on the photos…you all know me, please be creative. put some thought into it. *smile*
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