Filed under: Masturbation
it’s all in overdrive. i feel uncontrollable with my libido. i read little lines and my mind is immediately shot into images of filth, sex, lust. i build the anticipation for so long and can not subside it like i have done in the past. i have to come, no, i need to come.
last night i wanted a voice in my ear, i wanted help “seeing god”. all though it could not be arranged i laid in the dark plunging my vibrator between my legs. i couldn’t find satisfaction in the bulbous vibrator penetrating my cunt. i pulled it out and pressed it on my clit and my eyes rolled and fluttered. i start to climb but then it leaps into an explosion. i writhe, groan and shudder.
it was a temporary relief to a larger need. i know with how i feel today i am going to want “it”. “it” consumes me. that “it” won’t really be scratched till saturday and as far as my perspective is now, it seems like ages away.
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