Gracie\'s Playground

Friday June 29th 2007, 2:14 pm
Filed under: Deviant Dreams

her name is Sin. i met her through her boyfriend and i had a bit of a crush on her since i locked eyes on her. quickly we became friends and then it started to branch into the sexual realm. i thought she was innocent and sweet, well she is. but, i learned that her sexuality matched mine and then the crush grew.

the somewhat innocent emails grew rather filthy quickly. i wondered if my desire to molest and rape her would turn her off…no. i wondered if my desire to stuff, stretch and use all of her holes would make her turn away…no.

she wants to be my fuckdoll, my fucktoy. goddamn, is all i can say and yet my mind rushes into a flurry of scenes. i want to lick her tears from her face after she screams and cries out for me to stop my torment on her gorgeous body. i want to mark her like my territory to give her something to remember me by.

i think i have met my ultimate female match and now i want to fuck her, own her, hurt her and love her.

26 Comments so far
Tell me something

Well, that certainly ought to disavow whoever it was who classified you as a pure sub, eh? Certainly awoke many visions in my mind (not that they’re ever in a very deep sleep, I acknowledge…)


yes…i am not a pure sub. never really said i was either.

you should see the visions in my mind.

Comment by Tom 06.29.07 @ 2:41 pm

your a lesbian???

no, i am not a lesbian.

i am bi-sexual.

Comment by iy;lkih 06.29.07 @ 2:47 pm

Oh this sounds like it is going to be fun!


it will be interesting and yes fun for some.

Comment by TeacherInHeels 06.29.07 @ 3:09 pm

All the women I’ve been with have been so “nice”. We had gentle, loving, albeit sometimes passionate, sex. I’ve never been used by a woman. I hadn’t really thought about it. My need to be a whore always ran to men.
Maybe the right woman could turn me into her slut. You inspire me, Gracie.

i think if you find the right dom woman you will find that they can be more cruel then men. you just have to find the right “mix”.
it is funny because V and i discussed this new found situation and i told him, “now i have a boy and a girl.”
then he replied with, “yes, two cunts and a cock.”

Comment by Eve 06.29.07 @ 3:49 pm

would it be shallow to admit that I’d want to watch? I’d make myself useful, by holding her down for you 😉

oh DB, that wouldn’t be shallow at all. i need real live cocks to give her the full usage i crave from her. sadly i do not have a real cock so that bothers me as i would watch another man cum on her…in her…mmmmmm. this is one of those times when i wish i had cock.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.29.07 @ 5:08 pm

then I’d just have to provide the visuals you needed *smile*
perhaps as you abused her cunt in whatever way pleased you, watching as she came so fucking hard, I’d cum right at that moment for you, spurting my cum all over her breasts and face… I think about this kind of thing quite a lot *grin*

oh how i love a man that can cum on que. my V does that oh so well. perhaps the both of you can assist with my new fuckdoll.

i can see you cumming on her. she would love it.

oh the possibilities.

i cannot think straight right now.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.29.07 @ 5:19 pm

OMG – you two! I want in on this!

Eve, i think you may want to clarify what you mean by…”i want in on this.”


Comment by Eve 06.29.07 @ 6:24 pm

I am insanely jealous.

now, now B, you shouldn’t be jealous. you have a special place in my dark heart.

Comment by Bad Bad Girl 06.29.07 @ 8:37 pm

A budding girl-girl affair? Few things are as much as a turn-on for me! I can’t wait to see how this one develops.
And Eve! You’ve been so coy about your interest in ladies, but now the secret is out! And I love it . . .

yes…i do love her. i never thought i would meet another “me”.

Comment by Cherrie 06.29.07 @ 9:13 pm

Clarify…hmmmm…I’m thinking of you and your girl and DB. There’s gotta be room for one more slut. Just think of the things you can make us do for you. For you both.
Cherrie – I haven’t been reticent, exactly, about my desire for women, it’s just not been a focus for a while. I’m all about cock, these days, what can I say. 🙂

that does sound tempting.

i am not very nice though. i might make you cry. are you sure you are up for that kind of treatment?

i am very picky about the female “sluts” i take on. why Satine is such a treasure to me. i have waited a very long time for her. she may be offended that i would just pluck another female without blinking.


Comment by Eve 06.30.07 @ 4:54 am

Wow! I don’t know what was hotter – the actual post or the comments!Can’t wait for this whole cunt and cock fest to unfold. And Gracie, the way you feel about woman – it puts a smile on my face!


yes the comments are more revealing this time around. my Satine has been a busy bee making a myspace profile to exploit her “owned” status by me. she is so dedicated and wonderful. i was starring at photos of her and getting this need to hurt the one i love. she knows how to cater to an ego that is for certain.

i wonder if bi-sexuals are like me…very picky about how they select the same sex. not that i just take any male but i seem to find those that i connect with easier then women. or…women are just difficult and why it is hard to find ANY woman no matter what your sex or sexual orientation is.

hmmmmmm i don’t even know why i am thinking this deep this early in the morning. i think i better get back to sleep so i can have some phone sex when i wake up.

Comment by Chilli 06.30.07 @ 5:33 am

Ooooh, exciting. I look forward to glimpsing another sexual side of your dominance. There are just those people who stir your sexuality, and that makes it undeniable. Have fun.

thank you Chris.

i do enjoy those handful that stir my sexuality. it makes life that much more interesting.

Comment by Chris 06.30.07 @ 7:39 am

Wow! I had no idea! I would have been over here sooner taking this all in had I known. Yes, women are so wonderfully exciting and enticing… I cannot wait to here more!


there are quite a few interactions that i keep off the blog out of respect for those individuals involved. it just so happens that Satine did not mind the attention.

yes, there is more.

thank you for commenting. welcome.

Comment by Sage 06.30.07 @ 10:27 am

oops, “hear” more

gotcha. *wink*

Comment by Sage 06.30.07 @ 10:28 am

I rather think I’d enjoy seeing you being unnecessarily cruel to Eve – and of course to Satine – it’d make me all the more aroused, and eager to fuck you…

oh you do live to your name don’t you DB?

fuck me? did i say that you could do that? *evil grin*

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 3:56 pm

Dear God! My panties are so wet. You are most definitely my evil twin because I would so love to have a Satine. mmmmmmm


well i am glad to make you wet.

Satine is all mine. wait till i share her myspace profile with you all. she is such a charmer.

Comment by Megan 06.30.07 @ 4:31 pm

I can dream, can’t I? *smile*

oh you can dream all you want my dear DB.

i just like to tease you when i can.

how would you fuck me then?

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 6:09 pm

hard, greedily, lustfully, fucking like animals. I’d want your nails to rake down my back, until I bleed. I’d want you to cum hard, screaming my name. *nervous cough, adjusting one’s self*

mmmmmm that is my favorite way to fuck.

you forgot biting into your shoulder.


Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 6:18 pm

biting is definitely good. The harder, the better. I’ve always loved that.

mmmmm then i can leave a nice mark…maybe break the skin…maybe lick some blood.

i wanna hear you hiss.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 6:38 pm

I’d just beg: “please… harder…” *filthy smile*

Ohhhh you dirty…filthy…raunchy…boy. you do know exactly what to say.


i am never one to disappoint either.

you want it harder, then harder you shall have.

i will read your new post when i am alone with a vibrator.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 6:47 pm

the new one is just the first part, and may not satisfy, it’s a tease really, though don’t let me stop you – like your blog here, there’s always plenty of other things to read and enjoy *wink*

well then perhaps you should recommend something that would suite my needs since you know my tastes now.

pretty please with a cherry between my teeth?

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 6:52 pm

Most of the domination or rough posts in there are from my point of view, as the guy. There is, however, a lot of girl-girl sex in there. Initially, why not try this, there’s a bit of everything in there, and it’s very long and pretty intense. Hopefully it’ll work for you *smile*

oh you are wonderful. thank you.
i look forward to getting off from it.
i can guess you reading aloud would be heaven to one’s ears. *wink*

rough is rough to me. i love it all. so, from your point of view is just fine with me.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 7:00 pm

you and your english accent fixation *wink*
And I hope you come gorgeously, Gracie – have fun xx

yes…i know. *blush* i can’t help it.

i always do DB…thank you.


Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 7:07 pm

then you could try these:
there are plenty more, but that should keep you going *wink*

a thousand thanks to you DB. you spoil me.

Comment by dirtyboy 06.30.07 @ 7:12 pm

Dam Im jealous gracie.. that it is not me. *wink* but oh so happy for you too! *smile*

oh Mina you are so sweet. don’t be jealous you are my Sweet Sweet Mina. *wink*

Comment by Mina 07.01.07 @ 11:04 am

I’ve been away. How sad for me. Have I missed my opportunity to be abused?
I didn’t get to respond to your last comment to me, G.
Make me cry. And beg. You can make me your slut.
Roger already knows what I want. Think of what you could accomplish with me together.

oh Even that does sound so tempting. but it is not just abusing a girl. i have feelings for my Satine so there is a bit more intensity involved. all though the sadistic side loves the offer. i will keep it in mind. *wink*

Comment by Eve 07.04.07 @ 2:38 pm

Say what is on your mind
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