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i am hungry to fuck. in such a need that i am just tingling between my legs and i have my legs clamped closed in fear i will just fuck my chair silly. the problem with reading blogs that are sexually well written is it makes me want to fuck in a bad way. the images dancing through my head as my eyes are frantic to take in the next word and the next. it is amazing what people share.
this pent of sudden urge to fuck is a consequence of doing a photo shoot all day in the city and pushing my “need” to the side. the one thing that seems to take priority of my sexual deviancy is photography. i was shooting E and C all day and we really had a blast. i got some other gems along the way as my eye is always “on” with my camera in hand. when i got home late last night i was laying there so determined to at least masturbate. alas, i was too exhausted to work up that kind of energy to come. i can not remember the last orgasm i had, it must have been last monday.
on our way driving to our last photo shoot destination i was explaining to E my desire to shoot nudes. i was expressing the need to find a professional studio to rent out here and there when i needed to do these types of shoots. E said “the problem with doing nudes is finding someone willing to do them”. with that C chimed in with “i will do it, anytime”. you see i already knew C would do it and perhaps that is why i brought up the subject. we have brushed on the topic before but i was uncertain of just how serious he would be about it. my plan in motion and now i am must find a studio to shoot my naked subject.
mmmmm, need to fuck. i wonder if E will just let me have my way and let me fuck him tonight. i could use a good “ride”. or….should i just wait one more night and be in more control of myself and make E ask to fuck me. hmmmm decisions and decisions.
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