Gracie\'s Playground

Wednesday April 04th 2007, 7:54 am
Filed under: Grace

i feel i am the sensitive conductor to emotions. everything is heightened around me. i ache, i yearn and i feel a slight disappointment. do i take matters into my own hands? how selfish can i be? i am restless and exhausted. i am more of a contradiction as ever.

i felt a tongue on my clit last night for the first time in so very long. my body didn’t know what to do but explode at the first flick.

i felt a cock last night for the first time in so very long…yet sadly it was only seconds.

my body and mind have never felt so disconnected and connected. i cannot explain it. my body must be feeling betrayed as my mind is trying to not think that. yet in the end…

2 Comments so far
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Opposition and duality. Conflicting extremes. Raging emotions.

Ah, I know your words well, dear.

Comment by Chris 04.04.07 @ 4:57 pm

It always amazes me the disconnect we’re capable of manufacturing between brain and body. I’m sorry for your suffering.

Comment by Tom 04.06.07 @ 5:21 am

Say what is on your mind
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