as i read your words my left hand was wrapped under the blanket and
over the center of my warm and flushed chest. perhaps i was trying to
save myself as my heart raced and pounded inches beneath or my breath
i feel as if i am running now as i can’t catch my breath. i feel
your words are stealing the air from my lungs. i almost feel panicked
with the sensation as if you are trying to suffocate me from afar.
how do i feel? you ask me with such sincerity. i feel a longing, i
feel sad, i feel exhausted, i feel dark.
*trying to catch my breath*
*lips parted as i try, try to regain a normal breathing pattern*
*deep breath in*
*shuttered breath out*
*shifting in the bed in an upright position to try to breath normal*
*my left ring finger that is naked from ornaments goes to my mouth as
i glance upward at your words*
when you look at me, i feel your stare piercing me and right into my
vulnerable soul. my abrasive-ness is my wrapping and very few can shed
the layers. i am shy, i am scared, i am weak.
i want to unwrap you, i want you naked so we can see each other as god
intended. when i touch your flesh i want to be able to touch your very
*head tilted to the left*
*still breathing erratically*
*deep breath in*
i feel seduced because you write as if you were here whispering in my ear.
anticipation drives me to a new plane of existence. i read you and i
feel i am going to explode. my lips quiver and if you stay still you
can feel the slight shake of my body.
*rubbing my left eye with my left hand*
i fear tiredness is winning over me my sweet. i need to rest my head
on these two soft pillows. now you will roam this mind of mine till i
fall sleep. i wonder if you will invade my dreams…seeing right
*tracing bottom life with left finger*
you see right through me.
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