Filed under: Grace
i tend to meet the remarkable people in my life on a fluke and he was no exception. when i think of him i smile and get so excited on the inside that i want to release the energy in some small child excitement kind of form.
as some women tend to fall in love at a gesture or the eyes or a smile mine was with his words. all it took was one sentence and i just knew, knew that he was going to seep inside of me like a virus and spread frantically. the connection was so immediate and i feel now could be deathly fatal. even as i write this i can feel his energy inside of me.
there is this underlying fear, fear of things getting out of hand or emotions getting too strong that it would hurt. perhaps that is why we love each other from afar and with distance. when we do connect it stays with me and lasts longer then any drug high. our heads are a filling balloon and it could take something as delicate as a feather tip or grain of salt to burst this intensity.
when i know a bond with an individual can be detrimental to my heart i run with it. i take that plunge and the risk that goes along with it. life is a roller coaster and i refuse to be a spectator so i take love with its peaks and valleys and when i die, i will know that i lived a full and passionate life.
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