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i have realized in the past week just how much more darker my sexual desires have become. i am teetering between being submissive (on my terms) and being rather dominate. i am certain it is due to recent events. i have grown more demanding, wanting it more rough and darker. i don’t feel it as a phase, nor am i afraid of what i am becoming or will become.
discussions with my husband regarding our sex lives have become more intense and explicit as to where we are going. we have agreed on the following:
1. i am able to pursue a physical relationship with another woman with his approval but no participation.
2. he is able to pursue a fetish partner that is attached without sex.
3. we will engage in finding a second dominant male and see where it will go.
4. i am able to pursue me being dominant over a male without sex.
i think that is a fair start. i am rather excited about this new exploration in the sex realm.
you wonder about the dark part? well i am a masochist and i have grown more and more demanding in my asphyxia, choking and spankings. husband is concerned and says that he uses quite a bit of might to give me what i need. well…i am not worried about that. i trust him. husband kept making mention that i am just out there and all over the place. but, i know i am not the only one. i just don’t have fear letting my needs be known and i have nothing to hide.
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