Gracie\'s Playground

Thursday March 29th 2007, 1:45 pm
Filed under: Grace

i feel as if my mind is trapped in a deviant coma. i feel so “dead” on the outside but my mind races feverishly with constant thoughts of my sexuality which i still cannot pin down.

when out in public i stare at men with wedding bands on with their gray streaks in their hair. i want them all and at once. i cannot explain this desire and undying need to have a “taken” man take me. my hunger for a fleshy hard cock inside of me eats away at my limits and boundaries. strange for me to have limits and boundaries you think? we all have them, even the deviant ones.

i know at this point i am irrational in thought. i know at this point i will make a hasty decision, well at least to a normal human.  i know at this point i won’t feel guilt for my actions. i am a creature that needs her fill and a creature that will travel at any cost to fill that void.

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you, tettering on the knife edge? nahhhh…


Comment by silence up2nogood 03.29.07 @ 7:41 pm

i have been there myself.

Comment by Mina 03.29.07 @ 9:53 pm

As a “taken” man, I assure you that I’m out there looking at certain special women, feeling the same carnal impulses that you describe. All of society and its trappings riding the crest of the wave, so easily toppled by it all. My need is to be the implement of fulfillment of these furtive desires.

Comment by Tom 03.30.07 @ 5:10 am

The forbidden fruit is always so tempting. Especially in withdrawals. Withdrawals drive us to even more deviance, I think.

Comment by Chris 03.30.07 @ 6:42 pm

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