Gracie\'s Playground

Wednesday March 21st 2012, 10:42 pm
Filed under: Fleshbot,Grace,Masochist,Sex

It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

It wasn’t supposed to last this long.

It wasn’t supposed to be so addicting.

Almost four years have passed since I first walked through his door a jumble of nerves. I hadn’t been with another man since Tim and I didn’t know what to expect. I did know one thing and that was I was going to fuck this near complete stranger. We talked for a while, well, he talked for a while and when my body decided to stop trembling I grabbed his hand and we walked to his bedroom.

We kissed.

We barely undressed.

We frantically fucked.

After 3 ½ years I never grow tired or bored of our sex life. It has only gotten better over the years and honestly; I can’t get enough of him. It is to the point that I have told him several times that I wish I could clone him a few times. He always tells me it’s so I could have all my holes filled at once and sure that’s not a bad idea at all. But mainly, so I can have him fuck me at every glance or inkling that I have. I demand a lot from him during our limited time together. I know he needs to rest but I can’t lie still when we sleep at night because the only thing running through my mind is the sex I want with him.

Jon is a gentleman and it takes some pushing on my part to bring out the animal in him. I crave pain and he is always afraid of possibly going too far. So, if I had to make a request it would be for him to be more sadistic with me but I’m not complaining. He does his best to oblige and I know I am not forcing him to do something he doesn’t want to do because his cock doesn’t lie.

When I look back to our first meeting and think that it was supposed to just be a one-time occurrence. Yet, years later I am still a junkie for our sex. He has set the bar high but that doesn’t mean I won’t have future lovers. That’s the nice thing about open relationships is the possibility to spreading the lust around.

It’s an addiction I don’t mind having.

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Nothing’s better than a relationship that exceeds your expectations.

Comment by Hardin Reddy 03.22.12 @ 9:29 am

Hardin, I agree. This relationship definitely exceeded my expectations and I really feel so lucky to have such remarkable individuals in my life.

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 03.22.12 @ 9:35 am

Lucky Lucky girl, here’s to hoping I know what this feels like someday. 🙂

Comment by Mina 03.24.12 @ 1:53 pm

Mina, Yes! It was long time in the making but worth it.

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 03.26.12 @ 9:34 am

I empathise with Jon, knowing where the line is and staying on the right side of it is difficult. But, as you’re in to pain, wouldn’t it be more sadistic to not give it to you ? 😉

Comment by Shy Geek 03.25.12 @ 1:51 pm

Shy Geek, A sadist gets joy from inflicting pain upon another person. Not sure if withholding counts as the same thing but Jon is not a true sadist all though his cock doesn’t lie.

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 03.26.12 @ 9:35 am

I think I know how you feel, i’m getting addicted to this blog! 😉

Comment by Victoria - Washington Boudoir Photographer 03.26.12 @ 7:58 am

Victoria, Sorry your comment was in the spam folder. Thank you for the comment and your addiction. 🙂

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 04.05.12 @ 9:13 am

A junkie for sex. Nice.

Comment by Buddha 03.26.12 @ 5:08 pm

Buddha, would you expect anything less from me?

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 03.26.12 @ 5:15 pm

As addictions go, yours is (mostly) harmless. If you need an enabler….. 😀

Comment by X 05.15.12 @ 10:09 pm

X, I always need an enabler but the right kind.

Comment by Dark Gracie ® 05.17.12 @ 10:34 am

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