Filed under: Masturbation
i have been on edge all week and moving into the weekend. it seems that everything is against me and getting laid. it is understandable as life gets in the way of selfish, deviant fucking.
being desperate i found a moment to please myself. vibrator, porn and two orgasms later i still was not satisfied and i trashed that activity. later on i am online and looking at more porn, then considered making attempts at masturbating again and i hear car doors slam. shit E and his friend are home. so now i feel like i am going to panic with need. i push it aside and we make dinner.
by the time i get into bed it is well past midnight and all of a damn sudden i am exhausted. E tries to entice me a little (not really) and i am not feeling it. yes…the sex fiend freak is not feeling it. WTF! i don’t get it. perhaps tiredness won of horniness. it seems pathetic that my sex drive is stronger then E’s, but that is just the way it is for now.
right now i can hear E snoring and damn it i am going to get rightfully fucked raw today. it is my last attempt to close this long weekend. i need that human interaction, that pain, that exchanging of words and the cock. masturbation does none of that for me. i need to be fucked so bad, i would love my version of Rex’s Caveman Style, i read that and damn i want to fuck right now!
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