Gracie\'s Playground

a sex fiend on edge
Monday July 31st 2006, 9:57 am
Filed under: Masturbation

i have been on edge all week and moving into the weekend. it seems that everything is against me and getting laid. it is understandable as life gets in the way of selfish, deviant fucking.

being desperate i found a moment to please myself. vibrator, porn and two orgasms later i still was not satisfied and i trashed that activity. later on i am online and looking at more porn, then considered making attempts at masturbating again and i hear car doors slam. shit E and his friend are home. so now i feel like i am going to panic with need. i push it aside and we make dinner.

by the time i get into bed it is well past midnight and all of a damn sudden i am exhausted. E tries to entice me a little (not really) and i am not feeling it. yes…the sex fiend freak is not feeling it. WTF! i don’t get it. perhaps tiredness won of horniness. it seems pathetic that my sex drive is stronger then E’s, but that is just the way it is for now.

right now i can hear E snoring and damn it i am going to get rightfully fucked raw today. it is my last attempt to close this long weekend. i need that human interaction, that pain, that exchanging of words and the cock. masturbation does none of that for me. i need to be fucked so bad, i would love my version of Rex’s Caveman Style, i read that and damn i want to fuck right now!

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love the pic, makes me feel as though those eyes are piercing right through me. possibly seeing the real me. . . hmm. . .

your writing entices me and has quickly become of interest. good luck on your quest.

Comment by Raven 07.31.06 @ 10:55 am

I think you might need a rent-a-penis for times just like that. I’d offer, but…

Comment by Alex 07.31.06 @ 11:10 am

Hey, thanks for the shout-out! You might have to consider going cavegirl, as he probably can’t read your mind πŸ˜‰

If E is any sort of sane, he likes cavegirl. Mmmm… cavegirls…

Rex Loves Roxy

Comment by Rex and Roxy 07.31.06 @ 11:54 am

Alex might be on to something… πŸ™‚

Comment by Panty Fiend 07.31.06 @ 3:08 pm

Ah dear.. happens to me ALL the time!!! I am so hott and horny and then I make it into bed.. and suddenly sleep just takes over… I disappoint myself when that happens.

Comment by Pandora 07.31.06 @ 11:50 pm

why dont u call me up …..

anytime πŸ˜‰

Comment by kindabiz 08.01.06 @ 1:33 am

raven – thank you i appreciate it.

alex & panty fiend – i am not going to rent a penis, i just need to find one on the side. i do not think i need to pay for a penis. now buying one detached…well.

rex & roxy – that is an idea…cavegirl. hmmm i will remember that next time. just take it from him.

pandora – well i am glad i am not the only one suffering. *smile*

Comment by Gracie 08.01.06 @ 2:54 pm

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