Filed under: Grace
have you ever been suspended in a state of constant arousal?
i feel under a spell of the lust kind. it started a few days ago. it caused me to run to the bathroom to masturbate. i was so wet and came in under a minute. walking back to my desk with a glow, grin and wobbly legs.
words do this to me.
music elongates it.
seeing delicious people spikes it.
my mind reeling out of control. i had taken a step outward. the words that i read tapped into that depth of my brain that just hummed for days. my panties baring that wet spot every time i pull them down.
this morning i masturbated again. the intensity so thick as it oozed from me as i came. images that have been burned into my mind were frantic. my breathing quivered and my body shook with pure sex. my emotions flooded to the forefront causing me on the verge of tears. i took in a deep breath and let it shakily out. pulled down my wet, black panties and proceeded to shower.
today is red beneath my clothes. red for the desire that is running rampant within me. my panties baring yet another wet spot, this is just the sign of another day of arousal. it is not over and frankly i don’t want it to stop.
i want fingers shoved up inside me and my hair yanked backward. lips so close barely grazing the outline of my ear, whispering words so filthy that only god could hear. teeth combing down my neck ending with a bite. a hand grabbing and slapping at my ass. my eyes starring at you telling you what i need. my gasping reaffirming your actions are well chosen.
i know that you can take me to a different level. toying with darkness, fondling at the idea of wrong and right and seeing are there really limits between us? this untold understanding we both want this and much more then what we confess. are you afraid to confess to me? afraid i will wince and look away? i have only shared a fraction of the darkness that lurks deep within. i may make you wince or turn away if i let it escape my lips. my mind is truly pandora’s box with a lock and key. the key between my lips, do you want it? then i suggest you come get it. no hands.
i will leave it to you to unlock.
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