the title of this post and the dream are credited to my dear Mina of At Longing’s End, she came up with the term “vampire cock” and she is the star of the following.

i was napping and suffering from the lack of a decent night’s sleep. i was laying on the futon in the guest room where i have had many rendezvous with phone sex, masturbation and work. it’s so very rare that i dream of actual people. earlier that day, i had been texting with Sylvanus, we were discussing Mina and that’s the only thing that i can think of that would trigger her in my dream.

i remember the dream in snippets… (Mina’s idea as well)

i was naked on my knees near the unfolded futon. i felt Mina naked behind me trying to push her cock inside of me from behind. puzzled, i felt Mina coercing me with her soft voice as she guided her cock with her hand. i could feel her soft flesh against mine and i leaned forward to allow her inside of me. i was panting and astonished that Mina had a cock to fuck me with. i felt her forcefulness as she pounded me while gripping my hips. the both of us were grunting and gasping. at some points i could almost see the both of us and yet be the one being fucked, like an out of body experience.

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Mina was laying before me on the futon with her legs spread. her cock was gone and i could see her glistening cunt before me. i remember bending down to lick her dry and looping my arms around her milky thighs.

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Mina decides to walk out of the room to get a towel from the hallway. i was trying to rush her back to the room to find my mom (WTF?) seeing Mina and following her back to the room to talk with the both of us.

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in my dream, i distinctly remember posting the nature of my dream on Twitter. go figure.

so i REALLY wake up from my dream and i post it on Twitter. it was a famous retweet for the afternoon and Mina thought the cock was a permanent fixture. i told her it disappeared after the fucking. she then claimed she had a vampire cock, it came out to play and went into hiding when done. i enjoy Mina’s quick wit.

dreams are usually dull but i am thinking this dream was worthy of sharing.

it is hard to believe that i would ever have lulls in my sexual activities. i never fathomed it happening. it’s really sad how life can abrupt one of the things i enjoyed so much, orgasms and writing.

i have found myself coming back into my beloved deviant place. talking with dear friends and gaining insight on my current situation. it’s nice to gain perspective and it’s also nice to masturbate excessively again.

it’s not that i have been sexually dormant, it’s i have been sexually, creatively dormant. i haven’t been in touch with myself and mostly because not having the opportunity.

i find myself making up for loss time, last night i had this urge on three separate occasions and one more this morning to masturbate. i love technology and very much love porn on my iPhone. it brings a new spin on “phone sex”. i love that feeling of my whole body tensing as i come causing me to gasp and moan. it’s such an addiction to have those few seconds of pure enlightenment. the afterglow is not the same as post sex and probably why i keep masturbating. each sexual activity has it’s distinct role and feeling.

i also believe the joining forces with Good Vibrations and being an official Brand Ambassador (thank you Charlie) has really picked up my sex blogging spirits. i am excited and already have been thoroughly testing out the latest products they have sent me. i have always loved Good Vibrations, their motto and visiting the stores. i am honored and proud to be working with them. when it rains, it pours when getting my groove back.

i had planned on answering more questions but this will be an ongoing feature. please email your questions and i promise i won’t bite too hard. you can ask me anything you like but if you ask me stuff outside of my expertise you may get a creative answer.

Q. would you prefer to trust that someone will always be tender with you, or prefer to trust that they will feel free to express the unrestrained physicality that may cause you pain? -by alphaesque

A. i would always want someone that i am intimate with feel free to express themselves. as with all lovers i discuss sexuality. i would not blindly sleep with someone without knowing their kinks. since i am a fan of pain, i would enjoy the “unrestrained physicality”. i enjoy cuts and bruises and relish them days later as a reminder of my time spent with that individual.

to be honest, if someone was always tender with me, i would eventually find boredom with the behavior. i tend to bring out the sadistic side in people.

Q. who are you in real life? -by romuald

A. i’m batman

i have always enjoyed reading the search terms that find their way to my blog. i thought after three years, i would share them with the readers. i have listed the search terms sans my name(s) or the blog name(s). i have received some great questions so far. don’t forget to email your questions. it will be an ongoing “feature” on the blog.

fucking beauty – 1,080
raw cunt – 535
njoy eleven – 468
show me your cunt – 315
breath play fetish – 290
fuck me now – 276
fuck me in my ass – 260
breathplay – 157
slut training – 156
beauty fucking – 154
hand over mouth fetish – 138
fuckme now – 135
vibrator orgasm – 102
fuck my cunt – 95
lick my cunt – 91
show your cunt – 87
my cunt – 85
breath play – 84
breathplay fetish – 83
njoy eleven review – 74
plastic bag breathplay – 64
i let him fuck me – 55
fetish breath play – 55
playmates – 54
slut – 47
first vibrator orgasm – 46
“breath play” – 45
my fetish – 44
“i love being fucked” – 44
i want him to fuck me – 43
fuck me – 42
how to get off with a vibrator – 39
njoy eleven reviews – 35
fuck me hard – 34

as you can see, i’ve changed the blog around. i am not done playing with it, it’s a work in progress.

i’ve been thinking about the new year which is quickly approaching. in the mean time i thought i would try at writing since this is my favorite time of year. to help along with this effort i thought of answering questions in blog form. yes my friends, the sometimes elusive darkgracie will take the best questions you submit and answer them here on the blog.

if you look on the left hand side of this blog you will see a “G” icon and there lies my email address. email your questions and i will create posts around them. however, remember… if you email me lame/stupid/insulting questions, you will get a lame/stupid/insulting answer. i am not going to guarantee i will answer all questions in blog form. if appropriate i may just answer directly via email. my rules are subject to change. if you want props or credit for the question(s) you ask me, please include your blog URL and name.

i have been completely out of touch with the sex blog community as far as reading blog posts, etc. if you have had my blog listed on yours, please let me know so i can update the links.

PS don’t forget @Mina & @Sylvanus’ contest where Mina is the prize.