losing thoughts
my forehead slowly pressed against the cold edge of the tub. i let the hot water embrace my thighs and waist as i heard the faint sounds of music playing from my computer. the house was silenced by the cold night and i could distinctly see words that rampaged through my brain. they were words and phrases of passion, titillation and even awful attempts to spark me. i pushed the stimulating ones down under the water where i longed to be to let my arousal peak. to be surrounded by those words as i cried and screamed into the water letting those releases be muffled and combined by the watery barrier that moved me. i left the words that drew my breath above the water since they were suffocating enough.
the abruptness of E’s return home was like a scratch of a record on the player. i pushed my head upward and starred down at the dark outline of my head. i must have been searching for my train of thought. but it was gone in the depths of the reflection of a parallel world in my head. yet, i kept waiting thinking if i glared hard enough they would return to me with the ease of the water wrapping me.
a song was on his lips as he walked into the bathroom, grabbed the soap and my ass lifted as he ran the soap starting at the crack of my ass in one motion to the crack of my lips. i pushed out of the water more as that glide hit my clit. he traced the crevice of my body hypnotically as i sat there in silence hearing the tune fill my mind. it was not familiar and i am sure he would make certain it would become addicting. i even tried to hear the music on the computer to see if i could force the familiar tune into my head but it was at a loss.
the soap left his hand as his fingers trailed the constant line of the middle of my form. i felt him try to push his soapy finger tip into my ass “i wanna make sure you are clean” would be his response if i had hissed at him. but, i didn’t hiss at him as his fingers still trailed my skin and back to my ass again for another push. perhaps it was not giving to his liking so he went down to try the tightness on my body.
“you are tight” he lightly grunts as he tries to push his finger inside of me. i pull more out of the water thinking it could be the angle. “goddamn i cannot even get in there and you are wet” he murmurs. i feel two fingers force there way in and i let out a small moan as makes last attempts to open me to him. he gives up the fight as we both find amusement in this “tightness”.
“maybe using that big dildo makes me tighter when i go a few days afterwards,” i say with laughter. he joins my laughter and i turn over and my hand goes between my legs as he leaves the bathroom. i felt that hint of the arousal that was lost from earlier.
flashes
E and i were out shopping together. i finally came across a pair of knee high boots that we found an excuse to wear for the winter. however, we both knew he wanted me in them with a pair of panties on with nothing else.
while E was at practice i decided to give him a little surprise when he got home. the leather hugged my flesh as the zipper was pulled closed. i had nothing but a pair of black panties and when i walked around i felt so much taller as my ass swished from side to side.
when i heard him fumbling with the lock on the front door i laid on the bed, just the way he liked. on my stomach, with my legs spread in a nice “V” and my head down. if only i could see E’s face when he rounded the corner to our bedroom. he let out a moan and grabbed on my ass.
“stand up i wanna see you.”
i stand up and walk around for him as he settles on the bed naked, pumping his cock. i bend over in front of him so he could get the view he enjoys.
“come here.”
he gets up and stands in front of me and pushes me back on the bed. his hands run down the length of the boots as he pushes my legs apart. he pushes the thin fabric aside and sinks his tongue between my lips. my eyes close and a my breathing grows heavy. i cannot remember the last time he licked me and every time it feels like a dream. his tongue rubbing and nudging my clit as it trails to my ass and back up again.
his fingers move inside me while he licks and i cannot stand it anymore. i come so hard panting and flailing about. it was the perfect act for my raw, swollen cunt.
“come on, i need to eat,” he pulls me up.
it is amazing what a man will do when his woman decides to cook for him in boots and panties. in fear of splashing against my stomach and chest he did run off to get me a thin shirt to wear. he cleaned the kitchen while i cooked for him as his eyes would burn into my backside as i cooked.
Flash
resting my head on his thigh with the close up of his hand moving up and down on his hardness. i would close my eyes and see V masturbating for me and open them to see E. it felt like i was watching two cocks as i rubbed on my clit. we laid there starring at each other, i had my hands down my thin pants with no panties on and he was completely naked. i love watching a man masturbate and he was looking at the pleasure in my face as i rested my head against his thigh to get a close up.
“can you cum for me?” i murmur.
his hand was pumping up and down and occasionally i would reach in to grab his tight balls. i started to moan as my fingers feverishly rubbed in my silky wetness and i would close my eyes to see V again. i glanced down at E’s cock and the milky whiteness started to flow from the head, down his shaft over his gripping fingers. my eyes fluttered as i came with him drenching my pants and the bed beneath me.
we sat there for a moment panting and i smiled, “mmmmm thank you.”
it is not often i get to watch him cum like that for me. so, when he does it feels like christmas.
Flash
i get so aroused sucking his cock, especially when he is on the phone. feeling his soft cock grow hard in my mouth as i suck him slowly up and down taking the time to enjoy every thick inch of him. pulling off him to lick him like a lolly pop. i start to grind into the bed as i suck him off wishing someone was behind me gripping my hips and planting his cock deep inside of me.
as i suck him i can hear his voice trailing off and losing his train of thought. it was to simply make a dinner reservation. in my devilish mind, i wanted him to fuck up because the thought of him trying to convey a sense of normalism aroused me, especially with my mouth running ever so quietly up and down his cock.
“i have to call my mom now.”
i pull off of him and throw the covers over his hardness as i rest my head on his blanketed thigh. we both laugh before she picks up the phone.
watch me III
as you walk down the hallway you try to conceal the small grin. however, your grin disappears as you round the corner to see my head bobbing up and down on a cock. i look over at you entering my room and give you a grin. i toss your collar attached to a leash. you undress, attach the collar as you watch, this is a scene that you are used to. your cock hardens as you watch my ass swaying, cunt twitching as i fuck this man’s cock with my mouth. the man watches you fasten the collar as his hand moves to the back of my head and pushes it down causing me to gag. your cock twitches as you move to your position under my side of the bed.
you can hear the bed shift and the springs squeak. the noises are dull as you cock throbs. you are laying on your back on the cold wooden floor, as you shift your collar clanks. your hand moves to your cock and slowly strokes it up and down daring not to cum. the man starts to grunt through the mattress. you have to stop jerking your cock as you keenly listen to the commotion on the bed.
yank.
yank.
you push from underneath the bed as i tug your leash. you crawl to the foot of the bed as i sit there in front of you with a grin. my body is glistening with sweat and my face curls up and i spit in your face. you are startled as my thick spit hit your face.
i start to laugh, “clean yourself like a cat, pet.”
i stare at you with an evil grin daring you to shake your head no. your hand trembles as it pulls upward towards your face. you wipe a now cold glob on to your finger and bring it to your mouth. a mix of cum and my spit trails to the back of your throat. my smile grows as you wipe and lick.
“D come down here baby. i wanna my pet to watch me fuck you.” i coo starring you right in the face. you don’t stop what you are doing.
D moves his head towards the foot of the bed. his cock erect, long and thick. you cannot help but gawk at it while you try to clean off your cum spattered face. i straddle his thighs stroking his cock. “you want this baby?” i ask glaring at you. “you know i always get bi men baby, hmmm?”
you shake your head from side to side as you watch my cunt sink down on to D’s thick cock. my head throws back as i moan straining the veins in my neck. my nails grip into his stomach and now you know this is good for me. your cock is straining as it starts to leak. you watch the empty canvas of my body gliding up and down to a pure sex rhythm. my head comes down, eyes close and a curl forms on the right hand side of my mouth. i start to hiss and claw at D’s flesh. he responds with a hiss as he grabs my hips pulling me up and down. grunts fill the room as you stare in silence, you can’t even jack off as you watch the glow of my skin in the light.
“Unnnn, fuck grace!” D groans. “cum you filthy cunt.”
my eyes are squeezed tight. you only imagine what images are going through my mind. my eyes dart open as if surprised as they are intent on you. i start to smile and i come hard as D throws me on my back finishing off inside my cunt.
you are lost and a hard tug of the leash pulls you forward on to your hands and knees.
“be a good pet and clean off D,” i pant at you.
you crawl between D’s legs and take his cock into your mouth. you can taste my cunt on him and you slurp up and down several times. you take him out of your mouth and lick his length down to his balls. you start to wonder if this guy’s cock ever gets soft.
“now, clean me…pet,” i whisper.
i open my bent legs revealing a cum soaked cunt. “you should be used to the taste by now,” i sneer. “make me cum baby to get it all out.”
you nestle in and try to get the worst part over with as you take one big sweep of my slit to get the bulk of D’s thick cum from the cunt your worship. you push it down with a sour look on your face. you lick my clit hard as i push into you face. you push your tongue down into my cunt hole tongue fucking it trying to taste me instead of the cum. your nose nudging my clit on and i grab the back of your head and grind into you not caring if i break your nose.
“uhhhh uhhh, f-ffffuuuckkk!” i scream. my wetness floods your mouth as you let out a small moan to drink me up.
“goddamn pet, you are so good at cleaning me.” i twist and moan as my hand darts between my legs. i take my foot and push you back to your spot on the bed. “you can sleep down there tonight.”
you curl up at the foot of the bed as you watch two naked bodies passed out. your cock still hard, you know the rules…no jacking off at the foot of the bed.
watch me II
my eyes narrow almost closed and i watch you cock bobbing up and down like a fishing lure. i know that is your way of trying to get some attention. i smirk at your attempted seduction. two finger push inside my wet cunt and i groan in my throat. i keep my eyes locked on you. i want you to look away, i want you to fail, i want to fucking hurt you. my lips curl into a wicked grin as i drape my left leg over the arm of the chair. i pushed the fabric over exposing my cunt openly to you. my way of trying to get you to look away. my other hand reaches for my nipple as i tug on it. i start to arch my back as i finger fuck my cunt. the sounds are more obvious and the sweet scent grows heavy in our tight circle.
“uhhhhh fuck.”
i see your eyes starting to shift. you are about to lose it. i want you to lose baby, i wanna hurt you. i start to pant and grunt as my wet fingers move to my hardened clit. my eyes are squinting shut but i can still see you. you can’t take it any longer and quickly your eyes dart down. my right leg swifts so quickly to your head that i throw off balance.
“you fucker! what did i tell you?” i hiss. “i thought i told you to keep your goddamn slutty eyes on mine!”
you lay there grabbing your head starring me in the eyes as you see stars. my face is a blur. “i-i’m sorry grace, please forgive me.”
“get back in place you piece of shit,” i snarl. “i need to come and you are not helping this any.”
“y-yes, grace.” as you quickly shift into place.
“take my panties off. keep your eyes on mine or i am gonna blind fold you and that is after i beat the living shit out of you.”
“yes, grace.”
your head is ringing with a constant throb. you dare not drift your eyes from my cold stare. i chant in my head for you to fuck up. i want you to fuck up. i sit there with a curl in my lip as your hands delicately fall on to my hips and move downward to find my pantie line. i can tell you are trying to savor the soft skin at your finger tips as you find the fabric and start to pull them downward. you lean forward with your eyes locked as you pull them past the knee and down to the ankle. i barely lift my legs from the floor to let you detach them from me.
“now, i want you to put them in your mouth slut.”
you ball the small bit of fabric in your hand and push them into your mouth. a small groan is trapped in your throat as you taste my cunt on your tongue. you made sure to assemble the fabric so the wet part would lay on your tongue.
“you are such a slut, i don’t know what to do with you at times.” i drape both legs over the arms of my chair as my hand pushes back to my wet cunt. “hmmmm, stick your tongue out and i don’t care if you gag on my panties.”
you push your tongue out between your lips as the panties push back into the back of your mouth and almost in your throat. you start to clear your throat trying to adjust.
“lick my clit and you better keep those eyes on me, got it?”
you nod your head up and down. as you bend forward searching for my clit.
“by the way, you look absolutely ridiculous,” i snicker.
your tongue starts to flick at my clit. i grab the back of your head and grind into your tongue. “close your eyes,” i moan. your eyes close as you focus on the smell since you cannot taste my clit. my hard clit rubs up and down your hard tongue and the motion is getting fast and hard. i start to grunt as i grab and yank your hair.
“sssssssssss, fffuuckkk!” i slur as i flood the chair and come against your tongue.
i push you flat on the floor. “goddamn slut. open your eyes.”
you open your eyes and stare at the ceiling.
“get up on your knees again and take my panties out of your mouth.”
your hand reaches into the back of your mouth to pull out the balled up wet fabric. i push two fingers into my come soaked cunt.
“come here and suck my fingers baby.” i placed my fingers upright from my wet cunt. “yeah baby, come here and suck my cock. do it like a bitch baby.”
you inch forward and place one hand on the base of my hand as your mouth sinks both my fingers inside. your head bobs up and down as your tongue laps at my fingers inside of your mouth. you are sucking every bit of my come off my fingers. your eyes looking up at me round and innocent. i can feel the moans in your throat vibrating on to my clit. i throw my head back as you start to suck faster and harder.
“finger fuck me as you suck my cock baby” i groan.
you don’t hesitate as you push in two fingers in and out quickly at the same speed you are sucking me off.
“unnnnn fuck, gonna cummm b-babyyy.” i slur.
i start to buck against you as my cunt floods your invading fingers.
“uhhhhhhh ssshhhit!” i scream as it all hits me at once. i kick you away as my body jerks and convulses. i start to laugh as i start to come down. “mmmmmm fuck, that was good.”
you lay on the ground looking up at me almost hurt. “heh, you look like a little dog right now. ok, you can get dressed and go home.” i grab my robe and pull it over my shoulders. “you can keep the panties, i don’t want them after they have been in your mouth. oh and don’t think this is your punishment for that little stunt you pulled a few weeks back. i just needed to get off.” i pull my robe loosely over the front of my body and walk off.
you start to pull your clothes on over your raging and leaking hardon. “fucking bitch,” you mutter under your breath. after you pull your shirt over your head you stare down at the wade of fabric on the floor. you bend down to pick up the black wade and you push them deep into your jeans.
“hey,” i yell from what sounds like the bedroom.
“yes, grace?” you answer.
“i changed my mind. i want you to sleep under my bed tonight.”
“yes grace.” you smile as you head towards my bedroom gripping the panties in your pocket and your hardon at the same time.
fuck me raw
E was waiting for me and i was purposefully using V for foreplay. when i got what i needed and informed V of his “use” i had to stop our session to go to E as he kept calling for me. before i said my goodbyes to V he told me he “wished” that E would cum in my cunt and i take a picture of it seeping out of me. that way V could stare at it and lick it clean over and over again.
i slipped into bed squirming and wanted to be fucked, used, molested. it didn’t matter what it would be as long as he was invading my cunt. E teased with his hands and mouth but, i wanted his fingers to push aside my black panties and stuff me. i kept whimpering for him to finger fuck me. i wanted him to feel the wetness i came into bed with, the wetness that V caused. i feel his finger slip beneath my panties, “ooh you’re wet.”
i answer him with, “mmmmmm.”
his fingers push inside me, my back arches and his hand comes over my nose and mouth. my cunt floods his fingers and that starts the series of orgasms. he pulls me up and slams me to the edge of the bed draping my legs over the edge. he gets up to stand behind me, rubbing his cock against my sloppy wet cunt. he thrusts inside of me and i close my eyes to feel him move in and out roughly. his hands grab hold of my hips to yank me to and from him. his grip spreads my ass open wide for his view. i get off on this, i know he is looking and he spits right on my asshole and my head flies upward and back. i feel lost in this moment of a desperate grind and i am not not getting enough. he spits again and i can feel it drip towards the union of our bodies.
“do it again,” i hiss.
he spits again and i keep losing it. i slam myself against him and i can feel myself coming over and over. without warning he pulls away from me.
“put your feet on the ground, you bitch.”
i bend of the bed and the cold head of a dildo pushes into me. i can feel it spreading my cunt open forcefully to take it all. the pain hurts so good.
“damn you whore, your cunt is taking the whole thing. yeah, can you feel that? all the way to the balls.”
my body shudders as he rams my cunt, in and out, in and out. i start grunting as my legs shake and i start to wobble on my tippy toes. i feel myself coming on the edge of the bed. small screams fill the room as he yanks out the dildo to replace it with his fingers.
“stretch my cunt,” i slur.
i can fill him shoving three fingers, four fingers and his other hand joins him. i start screaming into the afternoon. i cannot get enough of the pain. i come again, push back, drop to my knees and pull his cock into my mouth. i can taste my cunt on his cock as suck him clean. he hardens in my mouth and starts to thrust into my throat.
“get on the ground and masturbate, now!”
my body buzzing, i lay on my stomach and start to masturbate. he sits on the edge of the bed resting his foot on my ass as he jacks off. i close my eyes and focus on what a sight this is, him jacking off looking at me like a piece of his property. i stare down at my breasts pressed against the floor and i pull upward to see their size. i start to grind into the ground, he shifts off the bed and as he starts cumming on my ass as it shoots up my back i immediately come convulsing.
panting limp against the ground all i could think of was taking a picture to show V. but, before i could even suggest it, E was cleaning up my back side smirking that some of his cum got in my hair.
maybe next time.