i have been on edge all week and moving into the weekend. it seems that everything is against me and getting laid. it is understandable as life gets in the way of selfish, deviant fucking.

being desperate i found a moment to please myself. vibrator, porn and two orgasms later i still was not satisfied and i trashed that activity. later on i am online and looking at more porn, then considered making attempts at masturbating again and i hear car doors slam. shit E and his friend are home. so now i feel like i am going to panic with need. i push it aside and we make dinner.

by the time i get into bed it is well past midnight and all of a damn sudden i am exhausted. E tries to entice me a little (not really) and i am not feeling it. yes…the sex fiend freak is not feeling it. WTF! i don’t get it. perhaps tiredness won of horniness. it seems pathetic that my sex drive is stronger then E’s, but that is just the way it is for now.

right now i can hear E snoring and damn it i am going to get rightfully fucked raw today. it is my last attempt to close this long weekend. i need that human interaction, that pain, that exchanging of words and the cock. masturbation does none of that for me. i need to be fucked so bad, i would love my version of Rex’s Caveman Style, i read that and damn i want to fuck right now!

i knew it was getting too late when i kept glancing at the time. being on edge all day did not help and that sexual tension just went to my neck by the end of the day. when E walked into the room to say goodnight i knew my chances of getting any kind of attention were pretty much next to null. i jumped up after him to make grave attempts.

i stripped down to my black panties in front of him and turned off the light. he mentioned he would suck on my tits if i hurried up. i did not make haste. i slipped into bed next to him, he pulled me on my side and his mouth went to my nipples. my eyes closed and i squirmed like a cock hungry slut. my hand kneaded his shoulder blade and i knew this was not going to satisfy. i felt so hungry, starved and desperate. i needed an intense orgasm…not wanted or desired. this was a primal need and his coy attempts were not going to work.

my moans grew louder as he teased and my back was arching just from his motions. E was going to pull away and leave me dying for lust. with that i whimpered..begged, “please, please”. he almost responded with “what?” and instead he snapped. his hand pushed aside my panties and he started to rub my clit. i felt this antsy wave rush my skin and i was in a lust trance. his fingers sunk inside my drenched cunt and i spread my legs wide. my juices were seeping and i was creaming his fingers several times. he slipped in another finger and i smiled with that sense of being such a cheap whore. i wanted to be used and i wanted to get off badly. his fingers pulled out and methodically rubbed my clit. thoughts were racing in my mind and instead of his actions being somewhat repetitive or distracting it aided my thoughts. i had a small orgasm leaving my panties drenched and nice wet spot on the bed.

E got up to get me a wash cloth, still in my hypnotic lust trance i jumped up and went for the ground to masturbate. i was a bitch in heat that needed her fix or i was going to explode. i laid on my stomach and started to masturbate. i could see E’s feet walk in the room and i knew he was starring. he came over and straddled me from behind, pushed my panties barely over the curve of my ass. i felt his legs squeeze my thighs tightly, he spread open my ass and pushed down, this was new. not seeing him, i knew he was starring right at my open ass. i got off on that thought and him pushing down assisted my masturbation. i came with intensity arching upwards exposing my breasts. E got up from his position and i continued for two more intense loud orgasms. i kept rubbing my hungry cunt against the carpet like i was fucking the ground. my hips swayed afterwards with my panties still pulled down. He handed me a cold wet wash cloth and i yanked my drenched panties off. i was on my knees against the bed and when that washcloth hit my clit i fell into the bed. i have never felt so horny to fuck. i almost came against the washcloth and i knew E was watching in amazement.

we settled back in bed and i assisted E in cumming himself. except this time i was rubbing on my clit while doing my duties. i know tonight E is going to fuck me silly because as i write this i am tingling in my cunt.

these busy weeks have got to stop.

all though i am not one to follow the heard, i thought i would make a smalll contribution to this thing called…HNT. so my lovely deviants, don’t ever say i did not give you anything. catch a glimpse while you can, i can not be certain this picture will stay up permanently. i like to keep my alter ego masked as much as possible. unlike clark kent i do not want to take my chances.

and while i have your attention…

i would like to share with you a song that popped up on my iPod today that got me…well…aroused:

darling nikki
-prince

I knew a girl named nikki
I guess u could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby
Masturbating with a magazine
She said howd u like 2 waste some time
And I could not resist when I saw little nikki grind

She took me 2 her castle
And I just couldnt believe my eyes
She had so many devices
Everything that money could buy
She said sign your name on the dotted line
The lights went out
And nikki started 2 grind

The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I cant tell u what she did 2 me
But my body will never be the same
Her lovin will kick your behind
Oh, shell show u no mercy
But shell shonuff shonuff show u how 2 grind

Woke up the next morning
Nikki wasnt there
I looked all over and all I found
Was a phone number on the stairs
It said thank u 4 a funky time
Call me up whenever u want 2 grind

Come back nikki, come back
Your dirty little prince
Wanna grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind

i am rather amazed at how addicting it is to have that window into another soul’s world. whether or not is 100% true does not matter. it is that voyeuristic act of peeping into what happens behind closed doors. i am also rather pleased that i am finding others like me or similar in their tastes as i am. it lets me know as i have assumed that i am not the only freak of a woman out there.

in the past month or so i have discovered several blogs that strike my fancy:

Anonyma
this delicious creature writes so well and that alone spurs my interest. however, what allures me even more are her lovely fingers and lips. she is a delight and i still have catching up to do on her blog.

Cheating Nymph
i can relate to her on several levels. i enjoy reading on her sessions with her daddy. it is delicious to read about pure lust.

Dirty & Thirty
a delicious couple with a massive dildo that i envy (i need to get one of those). their pictures are scrumptious and i enjoy their posts greatly.

Getting Wet & Mouth Watering
a beautiful couple that have a healthy appetite for naughtiness. i adore the photos they post and their wonderful comments.

Kindabiz
this man’s exploits while on tour….amazing. he seems to play with a rainbow of experiences and open to new ones. i am rather jealous of how good looking the women he is banging are. can say he has good taste. i am patiently waiting for his next bit of naughtiness while back at home.

Lust Demon
oh the name alone….mmmmmm. his writing can be touching and however, it can be naughty. my favorite post is the lessons learned.

Married With Sex
mmm nothing hotter then a wife slave. she is such a wonderful sub and she makes me look like a terrible sub. that is okay i do not claim to be a full on sub anyways. i like too much control. her sex with her husband is hot and i love reading about it.

Mr. Husbland
i spent some time reading through his archives. i can relate to the pain staking chore of “making a baby”. it is nice to see someone young achieve so much. his cheesey humor and naughty desires are entertaining.

Naughtier Nate
i found naughty nate a while ago. he has a very dark sexuality that is very compatible with my own. he and i exchange delicious emails back and forth. he has inspired several posts on my blog.

Nightside Johnny
i enjoy his theories and thoughts on females and the human species in general. his experiences are include the bad and good. his dark side is what appeals to me and i still have some reading to catch up on with this blog. oh and i enjoyed his picture for his no rules thursday and i am glad the few of us gals talked him into posting it.

Pandora’s Box
she has quite the following and her photos are delicious. however, she may be going a different path in her blogging life. that is understandable and i support it. i enjoy her writings and i hope she continues with it.

Pyrhonik
i enjoy his posts, some pose to make one contemplate the subject. he seems to have a healthy sense of humor and i look forward to more rants.

Rex & Roxy
another great couple. i love the photos, they are artistic and i can appreciate the images. the posts are wonderful and realistic including “rugrat” interruptions and even stubbing toes. ouch.

NOTE: do not see your blog listed above? well that is because i have reading to catch up on you and i do not know enough to say this or that. sit tight and i will get to you on the next round. *wink*

as E was binding my hands together with black bondage tape, it was clear he did not want me touching myself.

i laid there still on my back, hands above my head and i could hear E snap on some latex gloves. my cunt contracted at the thought of what lay ahead. he laid up next to me, pushed my legs apart like a the slut that i am, dug two fingers inside of me and the other hand over my nose and mouth. i love the smell of latex gloves and even more the feeling of just being used. my eyes fluttered as he forced his fingers inside my tightness working it looser and looser. he would sporadically lift his hand from over my nose and mouth for air. i seem to be tolerating longer sessions of no air. my cunt was drenched with juices flowing.

E flipped me over and demanded i stick my ass in the air. my arms bound and stretched out before me, he dripped lube on my ass and i squirmed when it dripped down to my pussy. without compassion he shoved in a vibrator into my ass and aggressively instructed that i keep that inside of me as he shoved in a dildo inside my cunt. concentrating on keeping a vibrator in my ass while he was fucking me with a dildo was torment. i could not get lost in the pleasure, yet it was a tug of war on pleasure and control. eventually, the pleasure won and the vibrator slipped out and i was punished with a belt to my ass leaving large welt marks.

freeing my hands from the tight, tape bond E let me work a vibrator on my cunt as he finger fucked me while adding a dildo in to stuff my cunt. i came with intensity and overwhelmed with so much stimulation. i felt so sore and used and E was not done. he rubbed his hard cock on my cunt and slid inside of me. immediately he was ramming me almost making my teeth chatter. the pain of him fucking me was delicious and i did not want it to stop. his words were dirty as he told me i was a slut that liked to suck cock and that i would suck cock for money. he knew what to say to move me. he pulled out of me and came right up against my ass. i felt it drip down to my cunt, hot and wet.

i do enjoy being a cock hungry slut.