oh now this is just getting ridiculous. i wish our schedules were more in tuned.

i am throbbing worse then the prior days. i feel as if i will lose it if i don’t get fucked in a serious way. of course reading blogs don’t help either. my mind has just ran wild with thoughts of fucking. i must admit that i got wet from what i was reading. my heart is still racing from words..isn’t that wild? reading can make your body react in ways that you thought a touch, a smell or taste could do. i would love to one day climax from reading words without touching myself. that would be the ultimate experience for me. any takers?

if i don’t get laid tonight, i am sure i will have a sexual dream. now, i have come in my sleep before…actually many times. i love it. that rush while sleeping not knowing if it is really happening. feeling that orgasm and then drifting back off into the unconscious world. i love it more when i have multiple orgasms from dreaming.

i don’t think i can take these thoughts any longer. i need to somehow subdue this need before i go mad with lust.

what i need…is someone who can fuck on demand that lives within 10 minutes from me. that…would make me a happy girl. ladies do you think i am being gross? i doubt it. any willing guy would love to fuck at any time, given the right enticement and i assure you…i have that gift.

so chew on that as i run off to masturbate…again…what a waste of horniness. never waste a hard on.

once upon a time

in a land far far away

there was a girl named….

princess grace

she sat in front of computer…the portal to the world around her

her active imagination ran wild uncontrollably

at night she could barely sleep as she thought of naughty thoughts of what is to come

she chants before she sleeps, “you know what i want right now?” over and over again

she knows the answer, but never answers herself.

her nightly routine would be lay upon her left side and rest her right arm on her hip bone and graze regions not to say aloud….

she yearns for what she wants and she waits patiently in front of her computer for her wish to come true.

i can not sleep tonight. i have been fighting a headache all day and now it is gone.

the only thing i can think about is sex. yes…i am throbbing right now, needing a great fuck. i know what i want, but i am not going to get it now. i think i may resort to some good ol’ masturbation. gawd i hate that though. it seems like a waste of a wanting pussy. all this pent up horniness and for some self pleasure. oh well, i guess i will take what i can get and i guess it is myself tonight.

first off, i have been fighting a cold and have been overwhelmed with personal things going on around me, etc. etc. my mind went into a dark place needless to say. however, i think there is a small light at the end of the tunnel.

while fighting off this cold, i must say sleeping has been ummm disturbing. over my weekend (Saturday, Sunday and Monday) i had two…oh not just one freakish dream but two dreams about having sex with my cousin. well to let out some skeletons out of my big closet i had a crush on the older cousin not THIS cousin. so, needless to say i am apalled my mind would muster up that dream sequence for me. two damn dreams on two different nights.

hey at least i don’t mind airing out my closet…do you?

i had fallen asleep waiting for him in nothing but a thong.

he came home late and attempted to rouse me. i was a little upset that he had come home so late but i was not going to turn down a fuck.

he started out sweet, but that soon changed as i became wet. he yanked off the thong and pulled me up to stand up and lean bent over the bed.

“spread your legs”, he demanded.

he proceeded to taunt and grab at my swollen pussy lips.

“you have a pretty pussy”, he said.

with that he turned on the light to get a better view of me waiting and ready for him to fuck me. he slapped my ass repeatedly in between stroking my hot cunt. he positioned himself behind me placing his feet under my raised tippy toes. i had to be at the right height for him to fuck me proper. he shoved himself inside of me like he has be needing this for a long time. fucking me mercilessly like never before i was growing wetter and wetter around his cock. after so many thrusts he would do a very had jab giving me every inch possible inside my tightness. i did not want this to stop.

he took a scarf and pulled it around me neck as he continued to violate my cunt. as he tugged on my neck forcing in me on to his dick i would come all over him. it did not matter, he kept fucking me senseless. i took it like a good girl and i could not get enough as the scarf would tighten and release…tighten and release. my pussy was leaking from so much stimulation. i could feel my juices run down my thighs.

for once i felt completely controlled and taken. his commands and my responses were matched. his body slapping up against mine. i wanted to be sore from him fucking me. i have been wanting it like this for so long. i felt like i was in a dream state as he forced, pulled, groped, grabbed, pulled, slapped and harmed my body.

flipping me on to my back then grabbing both of my thighs and sliding me effortlessly to the edge of the bed, he continued to fuck me. he spread my legs wide apart and grabbed at my thighs as he pounded me. his right hand went for me throat as he started to squeeze. my eyes fluttered as he slowly tightened while keeping the rhythm of his fuck. every time he squeezed my pussy would drench with wetness. small moans would escape my mouth. his pace quickened and i knew he was going to cum. he let out a breath as he came inside of me as i continued to milk him roughly with my cunt. each pull made him let out a loud grunt. i love doing this to him.

when he pulled out, immediately i can feel his cum oozing out of my hot pussy and down to my ass. i started to rub my hard clit with this cum. i kept rubbing till i came mixing my juices with his.